“Instead of bringing our boy home today, we brought him home early in December in this gorgeous urn,” that the Bachelor alum, 36, captioned a photo showing a gold urn, a block reading”CJ” plus a dog-patterned shirt. “Every morning I hold him close to me and wish things were different. That my heart was not broken up into a million bits. I just could have made it into the hospital a little sooner.”
The North Carolina native went on to write,”Today, the snow has forced New York into a standstill. I am imagining this is CJ making it into the world in a different way. By providing all the households here daily to be together or play together in the snow. By giving us all a little break. We’ll miss you forever.”
Fellow Bachelor Nation member Catherine Giudici commented about the social networking upload:”Wishing you adore buddy.”
Spivey suffered a miscarriage in November 2020 and recorded the catastrophe onto her Instagram Story. “They had been having difficulty locating the heartbeat so they did two ultrasounds using two different physicians,” the former reality star wrote from the hospital at the time. “But the end result was exactly the same. CJ died sometime between my doctor visit and my hospital visit”
The former ABC personality has been given an epidural and sent her baby boy. “I am really sad and very fearful but more than anything, I am just completely heartbroken,” Spivey captioned a selfie out of her hospital bed. “I really feel like a failure. … I’m so sad I couldn’t protect him”
“I discovered VERY early that I was pregnant,” she captioned a sonogram shot at the time. “This really was a really wanted pregnancy. Steve and I are both ready for a household. But, it was not meant to be this moment. While the doctor spotted the fetal pole cardiac activity at 6 weeks, on Monday (8 weeks) with my sis and Steve at the room we received some bad news — that the embryo actually had shrunk along with the doctor concluded I was experiencing a miscarriage.”
Spivey competed for Brad Womack’s heart on season 15 of The Bachelor.
