“It’s very hard because it’s like, I just lost my man that I thought was going to be my whole life with and my best friends,” the 46-year-old former beauty queen tells Us Weekly. She also mentions that they had been serious about marriage. I had a plan for the rest of my life. … I don’t know where my life is at right now, so I’m trying get the help I need to get back on track.

Rondeau, 29-year-old Rhode Island native, was dating since 2020. He was arrested for felony domestic violence following an altercation in the which, according to a police report obtained Us by , he grabbed her hair, threw the chair at her, and urinated on the woman, leaving visible injuries. He was held for six hours.

Rondeau said that today was “one of the most heartbreaking day of my life” after his release. To my family and friends, I want you to know how much I love you. You all know that I would never put a hand on another female. My angel mother is my best friend and my best friend. She raised me right.”

Moakler has an emergency protective order against her ex-partner, which she tells US that she intends to extend. She also confirmed that she has not spoken with Rondeau since the incident.

Rondeau took Moakler’s cell phone the morning before his arrest and streamed live via her Instagram account. was yelling obscenities during an alarming rant about how she was unfaithful to him .
Moakler informs
Us that “I certainly wasn’t having an affair with [my neighbor]”. “I believe those were heated emotions. He seemed confused. He was clearly upset. Although he seemed crazy, I believe he is a person who can deal with lows and highs. His behavior doesn’t make him acceptable. I hope he sees that. This is not someone I can ignore. This man was my engagement ring just a week ago. I understand that I have to take care myself. I must go to the support I need because I’ve never had to do that.

She also said that she is “highly concerned about” the death threats to his family. “He’s no monster. He is a decent person going through difficult times. I don’t condone the video or any actions. However, I believe that attacking someone’s small children’s families with this kind of situation is not the best way to heal it or to raise awareness about these kinds of situations. I hope we can both find the support and help we need to be healthy. “I don’t mean to say we are together. I am referring to us as individuals.

According to Moakler the couple was “fine” the night before the domestic violence incident. They were also attending an Celebrity Big Brother Afterparty. He had actually told her in their hotel room that he was going to marry her. Let’s get married.” However, things escalated. She says, “I understand why people feel the way they do. I also understand why it may have triggered them. But, these are not black and white situations.

His talent agents have since dismissed Rondeau, a Model. “Thanks to everyone who harassed and called all my amazing Agents until they had to let us go. When you all discover that I am not guilty, I hope you feel great about yourself and I f-king pray Karma doesn’t creep up your shins. After returning from a weekend at Las Vegas, he posted the following Instagram Story: “Lol.”

Moakler told Us that it was difficult for her to get engaged to this man. She also said, “His family are people that I absolutely love, and respect.” They are wonderful people. They have two small children. I ask that you stop harassing this family. Matthew and I are the only ones who have to accept responsibility. That’s what I hope he is doing and that’s exactly what I will be doing.

She concluded, “I understand that the video he posted has caused a lot emotion for many people. But I think when someone is at a low – and I believe Matthew has highs as well as lows – and needs help, I don’t think that abusing them or destroying them is the right medicine for him at the moment.